I want to be interesting

But I'm just damned not.


See the fading creativity..
ICI:

See me grabbing. But alas, no, because I look like a blubbering fish.




It would be nice;
to posses a creative spark once in a while;
or for it to actually carry the fuck on.
Maybe for me to akshully go through with something I enjoy; but not something I want to enjoy..




--ANYWAY--


 I've a ukulele :D I'm pretty pleased about that. But je n'ai pas un photo, but come to to think of it, this could happen if I can be bothered to: Change out of my asda uniform, take an actual photo with the ukulele, send it as an email to myself, and then upload it here. LONG. Allow, this is a photoless post (updated).




so so so: Reasons to be happy:


Birthday
Driving lessons (vair excite :D)
Summer
New laptop (somewhere along the line)
French exchange


Reasons to not be happy:
Mocks
Birthday on mocks :|
This headache
My lack of creativity
Grades not looking oh so inviting
University applicants going up :|
Spending half my life working in asda
Spending half my other life working at home for school
My declining social life


Meh. You can see where I stand. However I will stay confident and happy as Family Guy is on soon :) And I have recently started to watch series 1 of skins again, I think I'm in love with Cassie.


But there you go. I opened my mind and that came out. I do hope this isn't just incessant rambling but hey, I'll be creative sometime soon. Oop just thought of a good name for a post. It bares no relevance. AHH i have a good photo :D I'll add it in.


It's like a photographic excuse.


Chars m'dears.